The feelings for you are more than a LIKE now . Now its call LOVE . Its weird when im with you my heart beats fast . Like today suddenly it beats fast when im next to you . Yes i did had fun with you , your cousin and her boyfriend . You treat me like a princess . You treat me like the way one of my ex did . And that ex was the only one who treat me better than the rest for some reason we broke up . Boy , i dont wish to see you leave now . I want you to stay here with me whatever it takes . Yes no rushing . I hate rushing things so we take it slow and steady . and people we are low profile in facebook and twitter . Only close ones know about us . Thankyou for coming into my life . Me love you many many !
Can i say somehow i dislike living in this house due to everyone keep blaming me on everything ? Like things i never do i get scold . Everything changed since sister came . I feel neglect and sad . No more sharing stuff with parents . Now to them its all about sister and her kids . Im no longer in the picture . Ive been ignore when i say smthg . Gosh ! i feel so invisible . Can i have the family i used to have ? I miss that type of family very much . Hate being in this state . Always feeling down . suckyyy ~
Ive plan my future already . Perhaps study next year or join stewardess for one year and off i am to perth to continue nursing as a staff nurse . i wanna feel the environment studying in overseas . Hope it would be fun .
Till here . Saranghae !