Sunday, April 24, 2011 ; 12:05 AM {♥}

The feelings for you are more than a LIKE now . Now its call LOVE . Its weird when im with you my heart beats fast . Like today suddenly it beats fast when im next to you . Yes i did had fun with you , your cousin and her boyfriend . You treat me like a princess . You treat me like the way one of my ex did . And that ex was the only one who treat me better than the rest for some reason we broke up . Boy , i dont wish to see you leave now . I want you to stay here with me whatever it takes . Yes no rushing . I hate rushing things so we take it slow and steady . and people we are low profile in facebook and twitter . Only close ones know about us . Thankyou for coming into my life . Me love you many many !

Can i say somehow i dislike living in this house due to everyone keep blaming me on everything ? Like things i never do i get scold . Everything changed since sister came . I feel neglect and sad . No more sharing stuff with parents . Now to them its all about sister and her kids . Im no longer in the picture . Ive been ignore when i say smthg . Gosh ! i feel so invisible . Can i have the family i used to have ? I miss that type of family very much . Hate being in this state . Always feeling down . suckyyy ~

Ive plan my future already . Perhaps study next year or join stewardess for one year and off i am to perth to continue nursing as a staff nurse . i wanna feel the environment studying in overseas . Hope it would be fun .

Till here . Saranghae !

Friday, April 8, 2011 ; 10:06 PM {♥}

Band got bronze but still we alumni love them like alot . I heard that a gold band has drop to silver and silver band drop to bronze . i guess this year syf its like 2006 syf . but pheeeew atleast 2006 we maintain our silver or should i say we up it ? our jumior did their best and thats it . they give their best shot and nothing gonna changed that . no matter what we alumni love you alot ! 2013 syf we alumni need to brush up every of our junior skill .

♥ Woodgrove Secondary School band

Tuesday, April 5, 2011 ; 2:24 AM {♥}

Hey , Im sorry for not updating my blog lately . Ive been busy with work and outing .

Well my birthday wasn't turn out to be the one i actually expected . Well i cant actually expect things to go my own way right ? Things happen for a reason . So yeah holiday been a busy with work and meeting my bestfriend , primary school friends and chingay friends . Well i was disappointed with some people . Expect things from you guys but you guys heck care . Look , i aint gonna entertain you , klau terase kau punnyer pasal . I make an outing does anyone reply ? only one person reply . The rest heck care . Best kn buat gini . amal kn slalu kay ? sayang korg !

Speaking of meeting my primary school friends ; i contacted with this one of my primary school friends . I saw my mouth was wide open when i say this guy im contacting with . He changed , like his body . from thin like a stick to fit body . seriously woowwwww ! We didnt talk much when we were spending time with our primary school friends . right after meetup we add up and start talking and start pm and pass number and thats how we end up contacting . Yes he is a sweet guy . We share our everyday life together . He say when he has motor or car license he wanted to send me to work yes his sweet but to me as a friend . i admit i do have a tiny winy feeling for him and he does feel the same way too . As both of us still like someone else we didnt want to rush things out . We take it slow . It takes time to move on . Like who moved on that quick huh ? Only unfaithful people moved on quick .

For now i shall stop here . perhaps be updating tmr . Now its time for me to sleep .

Goodnight ♥

Wednesday, March 16, 2011 ; 7:26 PM {♥}

Every girls just wanna have fun . But its hurtful to give people a fake smile . When will the missing you stop ? When will you be erase from my heart and mind . Yes i still do love you . Missing you very much indeed . Like i say life gotta move on . Your no longer by my side . I hate this part of my life sometimes . I try to move on but i cant . I try to get to know many guys but i still cant do it . The song just the way you are , are always played in my playlist . Your still the one who attract my heart the most . Now i fall out from love . I dont want to get into relationship . I miss him i truly do eventhough he doesnt has the look but he is best guy ever that i loved before . But now everything changed . Well im the one that totally changed . Must accept the fact that you and me are not meant to be together . I shall stop this missing you here .

Girl ; People seems to not like you anymore even your own friends . i seriously dont know what to say . im like in the middle of everything . Your one of my closest friend . I do love you for being my girlfriend . But somehow you changed . Everyone dislike your changes . Seriously . Just be yourself back please . Sayang kau many many ♥

So i shall say ill be start working back on saturday with my beloved gf , Mastura . Im soooo gonna make you suffer . Chey FAKE ! Hahahaha ! Sayang kau kay ? I will save up my money to take license for motorcycle . Mum will fork out money for taking car license . I do love the other side of my life which has my family , cousin and friends . They are best of my life ! But you meant everything to me ): Argh ! Rindu kau lah gemuuuuuuuk ! Your my cushion , my place to bite , your shoulder are were i usually cry on , your dslr are always full of my pictures . I admit i miss everything about us ! ERGH !

My birthday are getting nearer . I want a very happy one please ! I want you ♥

Okey Goodnight lovely people ♥

Tuesday, March 15, 2011 ; 9:08 PM {♥}

Lets just say its OVER between us .

Holiday are already here and my PM teacher being such a sucker for a teacher . She ruin everyone holiday . Seriously its very irritating . Stop it will you ?! Everyone are ignoring your msges .

You know what i miss . I miss you . Sigh . life gotta move on . so yeah i will move on . For my own good . Knowing you was great . Your the best love i ever had eventhough your not that good looking . Well i still love you . I really do . But none show initiative . Both of us ignoring each other . Sad much . I shall stop emo shit now .

Parents is being such a pain in the ass . It seems like whatever i do was never right . When will guys stop for ones ? I wanna have a great time . I dont want nagging during my school holiday . It sucks . Pretty much suck . Might as well i go school rather than staying at home hearing you nagg non-stop . I need some space ! One by one keep giving me hell . You know what i feel , i feel like not going home anymore . IRRITS PLEASE !

I start my life fresh now . I just wanna remove everything from the past and be my old self back . So yeah im back to myself back people . And dontcha love when you meetup with your pri school friends and remembering those innocent days ? well i miss that . HAHAHAHA ! been talking to Faiz since afternoon . He make my day by talking crap . Weeee ! I love my pri sch friends . Not to forget my lovely bitches and Ghetto's . Ghetto's , i miss you guys ! meetup soon please .

12 MORE DAYS PEOPLE ♥